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    What is the perfect size???

    By blogadmin | February 2, 2008

    Even with the weight I’ve lost so far I’m been getting more smiles – it’s so odd. I’m not different. I’m still me. I’m still obese. Yet already service is getting better in shops. It’s crazy. I keep thinking – what is the perfect size? How small do I want to be? If I didn’t have curves I think my personality would vanish.
    We are all so intense when it comes to weight. I confess that I contribute to the media madness – I buy some of those trashy mags with covers like best bikini bods, stars without makeup and who gained 10pounds over the holidays.
    They say all the media hype about skinny celebs is making the youth of today more likely to have eating disorders etc – well, it didn’t happen to me and I’ve read just as many mags as the next chick. We can’t blame the celebs or the magazines, it’s our own inner belief that allows us to overeat or starve ourselves to illness.
    We all just take in different messages. I always thought I would never look that good – even though some days I thought I looked great. I always believed being thin was not achievable for me and sometimes being fat was almost comforting – it’s an excuse for so much.
    I found this on Youtube – it’s kinda interesting.

    Topics: Food Habits (not diets) | No Comments »

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