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Thursday, January 19th, 2012Well that’s what I’m aiming for. Not a new me exactly – I like me, but a new outside. How have I been? Where have I been? Well I pretty much gave up for the last couple of months last year. I prenteded I was ok to everyone around me. Inside I was crap. Complete [...]
My father died and I fell to pieces
Thursday, October 27th, 2011Yes, that’s what happened. Organised, efficient, multi tasking Sam – fell to pieces. I’ve forgotten lunches, turned up at wrong times, not made much of an effort in life and well, generally been sad. Not depressed, just sad, and there is a difference. As someone who once attempted suicide many years ago, I do understand [...]
Mummy, why don’t you want a husband?
Friday, September 2nd, 2011‘Mummy why don’t you want a husband?” How on earth do you answer that? In the car on the way to school. I said some such rubbish like, not knowing anybody I wanted to marry. How can you say to a child (you can’t) when you can barely admit the reasons to yourself. So lets’ [...]
Secret Foodie Files
Wednesday, August 24th, 2011I caught up with my gorgeous friend M (forgot to check if I could use her name) the other night and well she said I inspired her, I say she inspired me. We shared Secret Foodie Files. You know the stories that you pretend to yourself and others aren’t true. The stories where you shamefully [...]
No Pole Dancing For Me
Sunday, August 14th, 2011No pole dancing for me this month. Yeah!!!!! I’ve managed to get under the 124kg mark. I’ve lost 7.94% of my body weight…yeah me. 42.62% to go. That doesn’t seem so scary. And I was scared. I was panic stricken that after working so hard this month the scales would not be my friend and [...]
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